hujan hujan hujan

welcome november..sy sgt suke november.sbb ape? ha sbb adela..hehe.hari final math pukul 2.30 till 4.30..guys wish me luck ok..btw kt kedah ni dh musin hujan dh..sekarg pon hujan.hujan dari semalm pukul 11 sampai la sekrg ni..non stop taw x..sejuk nye..ktrg x pasang kipas pon..huhu..bygkan betapa sejuknye.whole day pkai sweater.mcm kt overseas la plak..menggigil..

tido pon pkai berlapis2 + selimut + stokin 2 lapis sbb kaki sy cepat sejuk..huhuhu....hujan rahmat nk final..

only me

messy

teruk kan..ish ish...nk final cm tu la..

tapi dh kemas dh..hehehe

ketua kelas saya

hah??? nk taw la tu.tgk tajuk title sy.ketua kelas. nape ae ngn ketua kelas..ok..name ketua kelas saya F!@#z H&%*q . hurmm,,xtaw la nk ckp cm ne.sem ni die mcm aktif nk bercakap dgn sy.sem2 lepas x mcm ni pon.btw klau ckp biase2 xpewla.tap ckp syg2 plak tu.bukn die xdew gf ade.ayoyo.masalah la ni lelaki.

lately ni die bnyk jgk la col22 msg2.ishhh rimas smtimes.yela.dh la kelas sekali,balik die col plak ckp mkn dh ke.pagi subuh kejut aku bgn.adoai...wat happen actly.saya dh cakap cukup kasar dh nk bg die xmao ggu sy lagi.tapi lg sya kasar die ckp sy syg awk.awk lain dri yg lain..Ya Allah.. die ni giler ke ape.cm ne ni labu..

lg 2 sem nk tgk die.hopeflly semua nya jd ok.sbb sem depn x jumpa kan.hahaha.padan muka.tp die ajak jumpe kt luar.nk mati ke ape..fendy xbg nye k..so jgn berharap nk jumpe sy di luar.no no no.xmao sya.

tah la..mcm ni la slalu nye.sbb awek die jauh kan kt U labuan sna balik pon cuti kdg2 xsame.so yg nmpk depn mte ni la yg nk di cari.sian kt awek die.t bile dh jauh lupe la tu.taw da..

so efendymatradzi jgn salah sngka ok.sy dh bgtaw semua kt awk kan.xdew rahsia2 ok..

study

assalammualaikum.

selamat pagi sunshine.tu la ayat yg afi selalu sebut.manje kan.i loikee.is't my face like sunshine glowing2..hehe.funny je afi tu.so study x start lagi.come on gurl.wat happen actly.hurmmm.seem like so lazy.wawawa.die mcm ni taw.sy rase sy dh taw sume n that y sy mls.padahal 0 in my mind.huh.smlm try buat soklan bahn then hampeh xley jawap.wat happen with my memory hah..ayoyo.xboleh ini mcm kne stdy la abis clas jap g stdy ok.

pointer mesti di kekal kan.igt my mission ok..jgn lupe.igt your parents yg susah2 dh bwk kaw sejauh ni nk stdy igt sikit ke gune duit.bnyk taw.kalau di krire berjuta dh kowt..cikgu sy pernah cakap.jgn berangan nk balas jasa ibu bapa.sbb xkan terbals smpai bile2 pon.so dgn care ini boleh la mengumbirakan mereka..dh 2 sem sy berusaha.tapi cume kurg skit je.knape ni??

kaw pandai aino.kaw sendiri taw kelebihan kaw.tp kau xnk gune.buka mata luas2.tgk ape dpn mata.kalau kaw boleh bace masa depan.mgkin kau takut untuk ke depan.sbb kitte xtaw ape akn jd nnt.berjaya atau x.semua bermula sekarng.kaw yg menentukan nya,walaupun kita hanya merancang DIA yang menentukan nya..

bnyk sgt dh ni aku tulis..haha.bgn awal kan.sbb nk tgk cerita asmara.huhu.dh dpt tgk dh.ske sgt..

jap lg ade class.class yg terakhir, padahal org lain dj terakhir dh pon.aku je yg lmbt skit je.heheh.xpew lapape pon gud luck ok syg..daa wslm.

ma mission

1. final 3.7 insyaAllah

2. kurus,kurus,kurus.

saya dh gemookk

haaa..xmau xmau..gemok..btw mmg dh gemok pon.yela pkai baju kurung 24/7.then pkai seluar time dlm bilik je.so xtaw la kan.mkn je bnyk2.i think la kan all my jeans kt umh tu bolehhh di simpan dlm almari ahahha..xley pkai kowt...hurrmmm.sedih nye..beli mahal2 tp boleh tgk je..

cm ne ni..diet2.tapi mkn jugk cm ne tu..so.so kne balik umh ni.melakukan terapi dgn miss ape tah name die kan..so boleh la kurus..+ g jog time cuti.adik2 aku mesti nk teman nye la..huhuu..sgt seronok.tp kan tah2 xdew mase.dh la nk praktikal..ade haty nk bersuka ria.hahah.pape la labu yg penting misi mesti tercapai.ok..

tp final tamadun..sgt seronok..huhhu.nk taw sebb ape.xyah la taw..hehehe.rahsia..stdy week patut nye cuti tapi lect nk abis kan modul tu x abis2.ngn test lg.xpew la.last2 dapat la input yg bnyk ok.think positif..gud2..

jadual final

jadual sudah keluar..takutnye.lagi 2 mggu kowt.o less than that.x sdty lg..so start mlm ni stdy and no FB blog.n sow on..focus2..pointer mesti maintain..

ahad : 31 oct 2010 xdew paper huhu

isnin : 1 nov 2010 matematik 3 (J 3001)

rabu : 3 nov 2010 kajidaya bahan (J 3009)

khamis,jumaat,sabtu,ahad : xdew paper..

isnin : 8 nov 2010 kajidaya mesin (J 3010)

selasa : 9 nov 2010 mekanik bendali (J 3103)

rabu : 10 nov 2010 tekno workshop (J 3008)

tekanan

tensiooonnn nye...esok dinner tapi baju xdew lagi.dh la umah jauh.kli dekt xyh pk2 dh..ishh sgt xske if ade event tapi xdew baju..sume mood hilng..mmg xnk g.tapi pk tugas kje je..ishhhh..benx=ci nye..ngn keadaan kamsis nye..nk kne sopan 24/7..omg...plessssss help me.......

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18.10.2010

hari ni after klas kaji daya mesin.kami 3 orang iaitu afi,sarni n saya sendiri..pergi ke alor star..untuk ape ye? huh.sbb nk kne beli present dinner prs la.padahal x pegi pon dinner tu.well as mt prs la kan..kne la jgk pergi beli..sgt la malas ye. kitrg gerak kul 12 mcm tu la kan.n mcm2 pristiwa serta gelagat masyarakt sekrg..

mule2 mcm ni.otw nk kuar pagar poli tu.mcm biasela kan.sesak ngn kete motor nk kuar masokk.then ade la 2 org perempuan ni.nk kuar dgn kapcainya.dh taw sempit sabar2 la kan ngn kete ngh masuknye.then yg pejalan kaki nk kuar agak ramai la kan.dgn xsabr2nye die kuar n cakap bodoh kt kitrg sume..terook nye...hal mcm tu pon nk marah..dh la perempuan x sopan betul...ishhh2...

pahtu dh sampai kt tanah merah nk tggu bas..sambil2 tggu tu bnyk la kreta lalu lalang.ade la yg tgk2 kitrg sbb pkai sedondon..kaler merah..meletupp mak ngah.haha..ade yg lambai2 la.mcm2 kerenah org kedah ni..then bas pon sampai.huhu.xla lame nk kne tggu..kitrg naik la bas ni.ten mcm biase ade berenti2 la.tapi time die benti yg naik sume budak skola.kotrg ni naik bas skola ke ape..nk di jadikan cerita.naik la sekumpulan budak sekolah.perempuan sumenye.makk oii gengster.tudung singkat.kain singkat.nk kte banjir xplak.xpew la lagi.yg x syoknye..mulut die mcm longkang.sorry to say la..asik mencarut je keje die.mcm2 die sebut.aku yg dok hampir ngn die ni.naik muak.nsb baik x bgn g tutup mulut die..dh tu ade haty nk ponteng g alor star..ishhh222

huh.sampai je di alor star ktrg g citi plaza yang ala2 TS tu.tapi mcm biase je..xbnyk yg howt pon.ok la..penat jgk la nk cari hadiahh..mcm2 ade.sampai xtaw nk pilih yg mne..conpiusss

at last dpt la semua.alhamdulillah..dh penat jalan2 tu kitrg duduk la sambil minum air.well kalau kami bertiga dh berkumpul ape lagi..pandg kiri kanan la..haha..tibe2 terpandg 1 aunty ke akak pape la..

ainnur : kaw nmpak ape aku nmpk.

sarni n afi :nmpk....

afi : mak oiiiiii.

ainnur: nape org nk pkai legging ae..mmg la lawa kalu kne gaye..tapi untuk org pkai tudung

even pkai baju labuhh pon tapi kaki tetap fit.cm ne ae?

sarni : aku x kesah kalu yg pkai tu kurus..

ainnur: mcm lisa surihani o liyana jasmay..

afi : (diam jeeeee)

ainnur : entah la dorg2 ni..mcm2 fesyen..

penat kitrg usha2..tgk2 ade jgk makcik ni pkai tight.ish222..biar la ye...

then otwn nk balik plak.kne lintas jalan.tapi trafik light nye button rosak.so ktrg lintas jela..tibe2 waktu nk lintas tu.ade kte viva ni.bwk lagu giler..dh taw ktrg nk lintas kan.even bukn lampu merah pon.slow la skit..taw x sape bwk..perempuan jgk.ngn muka xtaw nk explain cm ne..ishhh mmg geram giler la kan..

tapi nsb baik kami selamat sampai.alhamdulillah....sory la cite pnjg lebar.hehehe..penat sudah..mau rehat..

so wat E.V.E.R

giving an advise pon salah.xbg pon salah..i hate people yang suke buruk sangka.n tu melambangkan urself pon agak teroook.so cermin dulu diri tu before nk kte kat orang ok..xpernah la kan rase marah macam ni.she don't know me.then senang2 nk jugde aku.WTH bitch.huh..

im just trying to help.keluar dari kepompong sick sad and watever la kan.then nk terima o x it's up to you la babe..ape maknenye kan..one day exbf die text aku.then say bla bla bla..pastu aku try la tnye x kesian ke kt die (his ex).then he replied..tapi x jawap pon my ques td.n die kate lebih selesa x terikat ngn sape2.so ape maknenye..means die xnk taw lagi kan pasal ex die tu..so even aku yg pernah sakit haty ni pon ade rase simpaty la kan..die yg pernah sayang cinta kasih watever buat x taw je..huh..please la wey.huh.

wake up la...cinta boleh membina.n cinta boleh membunuh..so pilih la yang mane terbaik..

be without you

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn’t build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can’t see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It’s so true that (yes)
We’ve been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been…

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin’ behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I’ll be faithful (yes)
I’m for real (yes)
And with us you’ll always know the deal
We’ve been…

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

See this is real talk
I’m always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you’re down on love or don’t believe
This ain’t for you (no, this ain’t for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it’s true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she’s the one (fellas tell your lady she’s the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he’s got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We’ve been…

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

i can't sleep

hari ni terasa sangat la lapar ye..bagaimana nk selesaikan nye aehhh..padahal makan dh bnyk td.hurmmm..saya kalau lapar xboleh tido.betul x en fendy..yayayayaya..so kne tggu betul2 ngntok until terleap dpn laptop bru tido ok..

tadi nk kate ape ae..lupe la plak..tu la bile dh macam ni keje nk merapu je..huhu..taw x saya rase happy sekarg.mcm all the burden fly fly away.mybe after fendy taw all my secret kowt..then semuanya jadi mudah..bagus2 so i can cncrntrate stdy..

lagi nk cakap ape..hurmm tolong la..fendy teman saya..borink la...class sok kul ten laki u alwys said.hahaha..funny la you.i loikeee so muchhhh.die saya punye ok...

tired + suke2

huh..penat2.bwt ape? pagi wake up on9 jap.tak lupe tu.btw x sedar diri lagi nk final dah..bnyk main la kaw ye.t dpt result nangis.padan muka.hurmmm.then stdy skit.skit je? ishhh teruk2.then g mam.fendy soh..n jgn membazir.kne habis kan.orite boss.

pastu guess what im doin'.ni hah.bwt blog la..tah ape jd tah.penat taw.sampai peng last2 jd cm ni.hahahaahahah.nmpak sgt kaw xreti.tp xpew.keep it up ok.bnyk mase lg ley blaja lagi.huahuahauhauhauauau...

lagi pon skng dh kul 6.33.melekakan semua ini.berubah lah.(ade kne mengena ke) ade kowt..my mama taw sy mcm ni.masti sedih.igt kan stdy tp mmg stdy pon kan.just xtunjuk je..heheheh

ok la.nk g mandy la.bukan sbb busuk.tapi sbb nk lg wangi.ayat cover.daa c yaa later..

muhammadefendymatradzi

i'm sorry for hurting you again n again.i know it is too hard for you to forget what have i done.and with the note you read.i don't how to say.that my mistake.i won't let it happen again.i have deleted the notes.i hate to read what i wrote.you gave me evrything.but i just take it easy..

i'm so sorry.. ='(

lepas ape yang jadi ni.kalau kepercayaan awk pd saya makin kurang sya terima wlpun awk kate tetap same.mngkin nk sedapkan haty sy kan.xpew sy faham.i deserve this.sy faham kalau semua xmcm dulu la.kalau sbb sya sy terima.kalau awk nk bwt ape2 awk buat la..sy terima.sy xnk sakit kan awk.tapi dh buat..sy buat awk mengalirkan airmata.tu tandanye sy mmg teruk..maafkan saya.

terima kasih bagi saya peluang yang saya pun xtaw berapa kali dah.saya patut belajar menghargai.bukan mensia-sia kan ape yang ada depan mata.kali ni saya betul2 salah...

Ya Allah kuatkan la hati ku..tabahkan hatinya untuk menghadapi semua ini.semoga hubungan ini mendapat keberkatan dari-MU.panjangkan jodoh kami.Amin.

zero point

today test mekanik..omg.betul ke.cm ne ley lupe ni.dh la x stdy lgsung.smlm tido lewat 3 a.m.bwt ape? bwt softskill la..hahah.pdn muke tggh kerja lagi.then bgn pagi as usual fendy kejut.tapi this morning nada suare die lain.aino smtnhg happen between us.pasal msg je..then everything jd cm ni

so i wont say anything sbb my mistake..useless aino...now kau tggung akibat die k..punca dari kau pon..org dh buang kaw..nk igt lg buat ape..such a waste of time n everything.ade depan mate yg elok..bagus..tapi kau main kan..so padan muke.........

tah la...rase nk nangis je..tapi bodoh aku nangis atas kesalahn sendiri..ape pon keputusan fendy..aku terima..terima seadanya...

shud be silent

sorry if salah sy or pape la kan..

tapi wall post awk mcm more too sy..

i dont mind if awk nk bace or do anything

tapi sy harap awk bgtaw sy dulu ok..

kadang-kadang sesuatu perkara tu elok menjadi rahsia

kalau kite rase sesuatu yg buruk akan berlaku kalau kita bg taw.

tp bukn niat sy sembunyikan pape

hopefully awk phm.

ok.lets sy mcm ni..nape awk xnk bgtaw sy

awk text your ex gf.

sbb awk taw sy akn jelez kan.

so awk keep that as asecret but if one of us fing out..

we shud discuss or asking first

listen for explanation.that all.

then depends on your heart..

pape pon..sorry kalau saya rahsiakan sesuatu mugkin ade sbb

sy x nk awk terluka..

love lolipop

taw x lolipop yang bentuk love tu..

then if you press the button

it will said i love you..

sumpah i hate that candy.

if i saw that candy i feel like want

to throw all away from my side.

its very sweet to see

but become shit if you taste it

cerita rumput

the story begin.aku on fb aku.then my bff fad plak on9.that the great time too gosspng.hahaha..lame kowt x borak2.then mmg dh lame nk cari org tok dgr cite aku yg satu ni..cite lain mmg aku share ngn fendy ku.tapi only this aku share ngn fad.huhu..sorry for some reason i have to do this.btw just nk minx opinion je pon..then aku pon strat la cite..

fad kate xbaik dow kaw ni..xfair la cm tu..n sow watever,..mcm mak nenek lajgk kan..hehehehe.tapi pape pon thanx to fad la kan..coz helpng so muchhh.so skrg aku dh taw.n i can think wisely..huhu..thanx alot..bagus jgk kan share2 ni..selesai prob..

then die pon cite pasal rumput even aku dh taw la kan..tp dulu x phm mksd die..then today bru paham..hehehehe.ok..kne la appreciate ape yg ade di depan mate.klu x t hlng tah ke mana..pahamm x aino....phammmmmm..gud2.

appetite

lately xdew selere nk makan.dont know y.rase nk amik final n balik je ni.hari ni pon makan nasi skit sayur + telur.tu pon xabis.tah la.nk kate ade prob mmg ade.biaselakn masalh.mane boleh lari.makan pon sehari sekali..mmg jimat la.tapi duit abis jgk.bru kuar kan 50 hinngit.hari tggl 30 lebih da..ape yg aku buat ngn duit tu..tolong tolong..sesak2..hahaahahaha.cm ne nk balik ni.nk minx akak malu gler la kan..mcm blushing tu..hurrmm.think n think.mentol keluar la mentol..

kaji daya bahan

the killer2 subject for this sem...knape msti ade tegan lentur,momen lentur,gdr,dml n so on...susahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........geramnye xdpt buat....final coming soon.....

cm ne la nk jwb kan.....smtimes feels like im giving up.

l.a.p.a.r

omg sgt lapar n sgt boring...xtaw nk bwt ape...nk stdy tp x ley berjaln otak ni.becoz my stomch is empty..hurmm.xske xske..xske...bencinye cm ni....

tekanan

homework @#$%^&*

got a lot of homework...

1.autocad submit esok.x draw lgi nk kne print n esok test

2.kaji bahan lagi..hard to undrstnd

3.nota mekanik n math xsalin lg

4.kaji mesin latihn hantar (khamis) ni.

5.softskill report due date next wed.

6.tamadun islam asgmnt nk kne edit hntar khamis ni.

7.workhshp quiz khamis ni...

8. confirm tempat l.i.....

tu je kowt yg kne settle kan.......keep smile..............

my wishlist

1. habis kan stdy dgn jaya nya.

2.sambung stdy insyaAllah jika diberi peluang

3.cari kerja tetap mampu tolong family

4.kerja kerja kerja (kumpul duit)

5.hantar parents mengerjakan haji (perkara utama)

kalau berkemampuan. insyaAllah

jauh lagi perjalanan hidup ni.banyak lagi yang nk kne buat.bukan fikir untuk diri sendiri.bahagiakan ibu bapa, dan kite pon akan bahagia jgk...lepas abis tuuuuuu....

6. kumpul aset like kereta ke rumah ke..ape2 jela kan.. and.......

:) married with who? MEMR yes with him...semoga dipanjangkan jodoh.... amin

money money money

now susah kalau xdew duit..everything needs money..pening.susah kalau hidup bergantung dengan orang lain.ape yg kita nk semua terbatas..mcm mane nk cari duit waktu stdy ni..

hopefully l.i nnt ade la skit elaun.boleh la nk tmbah2 duit poket..

stop thingking untuk have fun,shopping n so watever.n now think how to earn money for yourself.that more important than anything.even makan pon.when think bout money makan pon jd x selere.yessssss.....

ipod (like fendy always said) i need to pay.for my laptop..duit makan.duit buku..

huhhh...susah hidup susah..untuk cuti 2 bulan tu nnt i think nk cari kerja..n hopefully ape yg di rancang menjadi.sian my family..i have to work hard...

ptptn betul ke if got 3.7 above all the pinjaman jd biasiswa..klu betul..kne usaha sampai abis sem..insyaAllah....

omg. sgt serabut.nk final lg..time2 ni la nk kne pk semua...stress...change my life.n i will change my family future....