he's birthday

today efendy's birthday..happy birthday..semoga panjang umo murah rezeki.may god bless you syg.gud luck for your future.be a good man.n good leader soon..hehehe..i love you always..thanx for alwys be there for me..i think im so lucky coz i have you dear..

job is everywhere.. yeke??

susah nye skrg ni nk cari kerja..ape yg kite blaja x semestinye kerja tu yg kite dapt..so kalau nk pilih2 t xdpt..klu x pilih2 t x minat.hurmmm..dip skrg pon mcm spm jew..so lagi setahn nk abis blaja..korg rase cm ne?? tah la..tawakal jela..semua tu rezeki dari Allah...kalu ade..ade la..kalau xdew teruskan mencari dan mencari tanpa jemuuu ok..

btw..search2 la kan job.tapi semua nk working exprience 5,7,10.wow..so cm ne kalau baru grad.nk dapt keje..hurrmm..pening la..susah cm ni..kalau futher stdy ade peluang ke dpt keje..keje ape yg seng nk dapt..ade x?? entah la..anda jawab la sendiri..insyaAllah..satu hari nnt mesti ade..peluang yg terbuka..dont worry..

so kpada semua mahasiswa mahasiswi..teruskan mencari n terus mencari.sampai dapt ape yg korg nk ok..

sakit perott

moning guys..huh..i didn't sleep well.sakit perot kot..yelamlm tadi adik2 syg masak nasi goreng pedas n kentng sambal yg sgt pedas..lapa punye pasal mkn jela..then effect nye kul 4 pagi bgn cari toilet..awk nye.hahaha..ish22..org lain nyenyak tido.perot sy meragam x tentu pasal.hurm..nk wat cm ne kn.

then dh xley tdo..msg la fendy.tapi x rep.die tido..then kul 6 cm tu..tut..tut..my fon berdering.ohh darl msg..awl bgn..hehehe..ade jgk org teman..then kirg ber skype-ing.pagi2 bute dh chat..sekali sekal..sian die..kne layan kerenah sy pg2..muke bgn tido cute..mate terkebil2..heheheheh

then die smbg tdo balik..tp saya..terus mandy.nk tdo xde mood..kne kemas umh la.mcm2..well parents balik kg..so sy yg kne jge umah..seperti biase..huhhuhuh..ape lgi ae..kerja yg xsiap??? hurmm.t la tgk balik..jap g nk buat report..n wait till darl wake up..

hAve a nice sunday :)

kenduri ohh kawin

xtaw la nk tulis ape.becoz dah lame sgt kan x bukak blog.sbb zero in my mind.kang tulis merepk t xdew sape nk bace.btw bosan tu xla.sbb t baru pas g wedding mmber fendy.hehehe.xtaw nk pkai ape sebenarnye.n 1 more thing saya kalau g weding xtaw nk pkai simple2.mesti ade yg lebih.tah la.mybe dh terbiase gn member2 or taste sy mmg mcm tu.even so baju xmhl tapi nmpk sgt bergaya.mybe itu saya.

back to the story.today he looks great with kemeja pink.so jambu.i like.yela kulit putih.chubby skit.gemok itu sensitif ok.sian die.hehehe.then jumpe la mmber2 die for the first time.malu la jgk.tapi nsb baik la ok kan.giler2 jgk.sian mmber die.yela first time exprnce kawin.anak sulung plak tu.mcm klm kabut skit.tapi evrythng ok.cantik baju die..black n grey.nk jgk la.tapi for me shining silver with white or blck..i like it

fendy berarak same ngn pengantin.amik berkat kowt.hehehe.sgt cute.bt nk upload pic mls la pulak..lg pon pic xbnyk.yela kenduri org kan.lain la kenduri sendiri.amik beribu pon xkesah kan.so dpt la hilgkn rindu jgk.even sekejap jew.its ok la..next date ok.saya di sini lg 5 buln.so agak lame.n bnyk kali bole jumpe...

shopping

shopping.hurm..i dont thing so.sedihnye.byk nk gune duit.n bnyk nk kne simpan for future.so xpewla.xshopping pon xpew.nt la..sabar ye aino.nt mybe bolah shoping.tggu jela taw..

sgt bosan weekend.nothig to do.patutnye best la.tapi tah la..bosan jew.nk kuar pon xdew mood.tggu fendy ajak jew..hehehehe..

scared

lame dah x pos entry.huh.bukn bzy just xtaw nk tulis ape..n i make over my blog.haha..tah ape jd tah.bia la.nmpk colourfull skit..sgt boring weekend ni.yela.cuti xtaw nk buat ape.nk kuar pon ngn sape.mmber sume stdy la buzy la.sume la.mcm2.semester break jela dpt jumpe korg sume kan.ok..just wait la kan..

efendy plak g penang for vacation..ayoyo..bercuti plak die.btw congrats to him sbb dpt offer av techncn.tapi die pon xdecide pape..just wish gud luck to you syg.do your best.coz u're alwys the best among others..i noe that..

btw td saje2 tekan kt google.search about something..then, mcm tah la..takut ade..sume ade..well mcm org kate la kan.what goes around comes around.so kne la pk sebelum buat.first of all.be responsible wth what have u done.to urself,others,,

if i can say no.for something that i do..but its so hard to do.what shud i do,if i did it again.hurmmmmmmm....

first off all.nk ucap kan maal hijrah kepada semua umat islam..tahun baru azam baru..semua baru.huhuhu..moga2 azam untuk thun ni tercapai.amin.

.

n..esok cuti..seromok..best cuti best.hehehe.penat owhh..report x siap lagi ni..eok kne buat ampi sip ok cik ino..ok baaikk..well eok im goin to klcc to meet my hubby nk amik sample report.huhuhu..btw i miss him alot..even dh jumpe pon.but i till miss him.m'i crazy or something.haha..that what we col love..

im goin crazy when he staring at me..his eyes..his lips..his smile..the way he laugh..i still can imgine even he's not with me.efendymatradzi.kite hanya merancang tuhan yg menentukan..tapi msti berusaha..andai kau untuk ku..dan jika itu ketentuan-Nya,aku terima dengn haty yg terbuka.

tggu sy jika awk mampu..perjalanan hidup yg masih jauh.kit sendiri tak tahu ape yg akan terjadi kelak.ape yg mampu akan sy lakukan.semoga hubungan kita kekal sampai bila2..

xtaw la nk ckp mcm mne.hehehe..jge diri baik2 ye syg.dnt noty2..

suprise !!!!!!

guess what..efendy datang umh today.im so happy.yela..dh plan 1 week earlier then asik x jadi jew..finally jadi jgk la..hehe.after that, dh plan la nk kuar kan.tibe2 die bg sesuatu.dlm kotak yg kecil warna merah.so cute ade riben atas die..then i open up the box..waaaaaooow..ade cincin..sgt cntik..shining.agak terkejut la.tapi try to pretend im not..hahaha..mcm org nk kawin.do you married me.hehehe.tapi die x cakap cm tu la kan.biase2 jew..confrim akan pakai..sbb sy mmg x ske pkai cincin before ni..huhuhu..thanx syg..thanx alot.i love you..

kalau

saya

menangis

bermakna

saya

meluahkan

sesuatu

yang

xmampu

saya

luahkan

dengan

kata2

hari ni..boleh tahan kerja nye..pasang model baru.huhu..then kne cari part lagi..dh la besar tempat nye..jalan merata mencari..lenguh giler kaki ni..huhu..xpw la..untuk 5 buln ni..pengalaman tu yg penting..seronok pon ade..tambah ilmu..yg penting jgn malu bertanya n catat ape yg penting..

btw.seem like something happen.tah la.mybe im toooo bzy..sorry..xsengaja..saya paham ape g awk rase..sorry..saya x minx awak datg jumpe sy everyweek..sy taw awk penat..1 day cuti bukn untuk sy for the whole day..saya bzy alwys balik lambat.sorry for dispnt you..

tadi online..awak punye..then ade this gurl chat.she coll u awak..its ok la..then tnye evrything sehat makn da ke?pasal kerja..tido..serba serbi die tnye..so caring..mybe sy x mcm tu..asking bout your parents..n so many thing..kawan je kowt...tah la..

tireddddd penattt

hye...i'm so tired today...omg..xtaw plak kje die mcm ni..terima jela..kne igt komponen2 air-cond.owhh please..pening juling sumela.btw bro2 kt situ pon ok je riendly.hehe.tapi ade sorg bro ni mcm garang la.mmg la die nk ajar kan.tapi mcm nk makan org sgt takut..cakap la slow bang n alwys smile ye abang hensem.hahahaha.

hari ni kne susun skru yg berpuluh2 tu..xtaw la bape bnyk puluh kan.dari pagi sampai lunch byngkan bape la mee kitrg kemass.then after lunch, kne pasang part air-cond plak.huhuhu..so exciting for he first time kne pasang.n i made one.yeaahhhh...soronokkk.

today ot plak tu.adoai mcm nk pengsan.dah la pkai boot..melecet kaki ni syg oiii..pedih..jalan pon mcm robot da.sbb nk kne tahan kan.hehehehe..hope everything will b ok..sbb abg mus dtg esok.die ok skit la..abg lan pon ok.tadi die yg bnyk ajar...thanx alot...

n now saya ngntok da...gud nyte everyone..

p/s : darl..im sorry xtemn d sgt..srry dear..

worse result

tadi cek result.hahaha..sgt teruk.u deserve that coz play alot.padan muke kaw.watever..

orang yg paling kamu rindu sekarg?

orang yg paling kamu rindu sekarg?

Answer here

i miss YOU. alot.i need you HERE..

its hurt

im sorry..i'm moody lately..so sorry..xtaw nk cakap mcm mne..i can't control myself..i need you.really need you..im weak...

semester break!!!

whoot whoot..i like very very much..huuuhuhu..dapat rest from asgmnt n so on..lega.alhamdulillah dapat jawab..btw im home.khamis kul 12a.m sampai umah.n my mom get shocked..kate balik kul 12..then betul la kan.saje je nk bg suprise.heheh..terkejut x..terkejut la..

then the nexy day.pergi la ampang ngn my sis.g anta resume.huh..sgt gementar.n takut.hantar kt company i dont know la nk explain cm ne..jantung ni mcm nk tercabut je rasenye.tapi di gagah kan la jugak..so next monday nak call.nk taw jawapan or pape jela ka.to get fedbck la kan.

hope so dapat..xta w la im just tryng.if im selected sgt bersyukur la kan..lately.xdew selere nk mkn.xtaw la nape.huhuhuh.btw congrats to my sister sarah..she got 5 A's for UPSR.terkejut la dgr kan..sampai my mom pon xcaye sbb org stdy die main hari2 ngn member die.bile die stdy xtaw la.mlm2 tido awl.pelik kan..pape pon im proud of u lil sister..huhu

k.gtg..nk rest sgt penat..daa.

efendy i miss you..

fluid mechanic

queation marks? penuh atas paper soklan saya time this subject..hahaha.tah la.pening la..xtaw2.xtaw.

gigitpen

m'i looks like her..yess.........tepat sekali.sgt tension...its all about l.i owhh so damn..xtaw la nk cakap cm ne kan..very la arrgghhhh........xtaw nk cakap dah.malas nk taw dah.....gerammmm

morning

morning sunshine..have a nice day.so sleepy today.cnnot sleep well last nite. hurmm tah la..in my mind terbayang formula meknik.it is gud.btw sgt lapa rite now actly.hahaha..klu kt umh dh makan dh breakfast mama buat.huhuhuu.

hari2 makan kt cafe..just make me lost appetite je.mmg la xsemua itu sedap tapi can u make it more tasty or delicious.haha..sgt teruk la kaw ni.mkn nk sedap je.mne x mok..hahaha.watever la kan.mok is senstve.

btw paper yg di tgguh akn di buat pada hari sabtu.ohh no.my ticket on wed..r u crazy.satu kerja lagi nk kne cal akak tiket tu ishhhhh..xske nye....

sgt tension. nk exam mcm2 jadi..dugaan la labu.so terima jela..asal kan dapat balik pon dh kire ok da la..

miss you badly

biby.i miss u so much.lamenye nk balik..OMG.mcm bukn nxt week je nk balik..xtaw la..exm pon 4 paper lg..uishhh..lamenye..kalau x khamis ni dh boleh kuar da..hurmm....

:(

hari ni lupa..

esok lusa tak igt langsung kowt

hari ni xperasan

esok lusa langsung x pandang

bah!! bah!! bah!!

what is bah..bah means banjir..huh..dugaan.ada hikmah tersembunyi di sebalik banjir yang berlaku ni.so kte xley nk merungut.perlu menerima takdir dan berdoa agar keadaan semakin pulih.huhu.jitra banjir.pernah la berlaku lame dulu.n now jd lagi.nk buat mcm mne.rumah di tenggelami air.majority stdnt dok luar tersekat xley nk kuar sbb jalan raya di naiki air yg boleh buat kite semua berenag ber ramai2.

ade yg kene pindah rumah lagi..teruk x teruk la kan..pengalaman pertama ni banjir.tapi xsampai pon di tempat saya..so kawsan saya masih selamat insyaAllah..dgn erti kata lain.tempat saya ni di jadikan tempat bagi pelajar luar duduk sementara nk tggu banjir surut..rase2 ramai x..entah la labu.tgk jela nnt.

hari ni saya ade paper.n insyaAllah x tangguh,,tapi ade ura2 kate tngguh la mcm2 la..mybe budak klas sy rmai kowt x dtg..bygkan asgmnt kitrg kt my classmte pegg di tenggelami air..adoaiiii.kne buat baru la cm ni..kesian kt kawanku yg terperangkap..dh jd cm pulau da..hehehe..pape pon saya doakan kamu semua selamt.n keadaan akn pulih ok..sbb sy dh beli tiket nk balik umahh

kertas oh paper !!

sshoutttt!!!! 4 paper left bahan,mesin, workshop, n mekanik..huuh.math dh lepas.sgt lega.alhamdulillah dapat buat..tepat2 dua jam.takut xsempat je.btw last ques yg dibuat dgn tergopoh gapah tu salah..hahaha..pdn muke..

ainno : sedang berusaha menyiapkan jawapn sambil tgk jam

puan : masa lagi 3 minit

ainno: adoai..cepat2.masih lagi menekan kalkulator.pndg kiri knn ade yg still buat.haha

puan: 1 minit lagi, sila semak nama dan lengkap kan ayt terakhir.

ainno: puan jap la.xsiap ni.cm ne la jwpn die ni..

puan : sila letak pen semua.. (dgn suara yg lantang.takut i)

ainno : puan x nmpk..kira lgi skit.sempat padam lg yg salah.hahaha..n siap..

hehehehe..pastu xpuas haty ni.cek jwpn ngn afi..adoai..salah konsep je.hurmm.biar la..sape soh x stdy soklan tu.mmg la soklan asas tapi klu lupe.. confrim xley buat.tapi overall boleh menjawap dgn jayanya.. :)

love

Sometimes it catches me off guard

As tears burn my cheeks

This feeling I can't go on

Like struggling through a marshland

Each step a torment

But desire, like a raging fire

Deep, deep within my soul

Makes me go on

With no breath left to win

Because I love you so

Pondering upon our dreams

On all I want for us

But above it all

Consumed

By this overwhelming need

To be close to you

Because I love you so

A river of tears

would not suffice

To put out the flames

In a heart

That screams out

For you alone

hujan hujan hujan

welcome november..sy sgt suke november.sbb ape? ha sbb adela..hehe.hari final math pukul 2.30 till 4.30..guys wish me luck ok..btw kt kedah ni dh musin hujan dh..sekarg pon hujan.hujan dari semalm pukul 11 sampai la sekrg ni..non stop taw x..sejuk nye..ktrg x pasang kipas pon..huhu..bygkan betapa sejuknye.whole day pkai sweater.mcm kt overseas la plak..menggigil..

tido pon pkai berlapis2 + selimut + stokin 2 lapis sbb kaki sy cepat sejuk..huhuhu....hujan rahmat nk final..

only me

messy

teruk kan..ish ish...nk final cm tu la..

tapi dh kemas dh..hehehe

ketua kelas saya

hah??? nk taw la tu.tgk tajuk title sy.ketua kelas. nape ae ngn ketua kelas..ok..name ketua kelas saya F!@#z H&%*q . hurmm,,xtaw la nk ckp cm ne.sem ni die mcm aktif nk bercakap dgn sy.sem2 lepas x mcm ni pon.btw klau ckp biase2 xpewla.tap ckp syg2 plak tu.bukn die xdew gf ade.ayoyo.masalah la ni lelaki.

lately ni die bnyk jgk la col22 msg2.ishhh rimas smtimes.yela.dh la kelas sekali,balik die col plak ckp mkn dh ke.pagi subuh kejut aku bgn.adoai...wat happen actly.saya dh cakap cukup kasar dh nk bg die xmao ggu sy lagi.tapi lg sya kasar die ckp sy syg awk.awk lain dri yg lain..Ya Allah.. die ni giler ke ape.cm ne ni labu..

lg 2 sem nk tgk die.hopeflly semua nya jd ok.sbb sem depn x jumpa kan.hahaha.padan muka.tp die ajak jumpe kt luar.nk mati ke ape..fendy xbg nye k..so jgn berharap nk jumpe sy di luar.no no no.xmao sya.

tah la..mcm ni la slalu nye.sbb awek die jauh kan kt U labuan sna balik pon cuti kdg2 xsame.so yg nmpk depn mte ni la yg nk di cari.sian kt awek die.t bile dh jauh lupe la tu.taw da..

so efendymatradzi jgn salah sngka ok.sy dh bgtaw semua kt awk kan.xdew rahsia2 ok..

study

assalammualaikum.

selamat pagi sunshine.tu la ayat yg afi selalu sebut.manje kan.i loikee.is't my face like sunshine glowing2..hehe.funny je afi tu.so study x start lagi.come on gurl.wat happen actly.hurmmm.seem like so lazy.wawawa.die mcm ni taw.sy rase sy dh taw sume n that y sy mls.padahal 0 in my mind.huh.smlm try buat soklan bahn then hampeh xley jawap.wat happen with my memory hah..ayoyo.xboleh ini mcm kne stdy la abis clas jap g stdy ok.

pointer mesti di kekal kan.igt my mission ok..jgn lupe.igt your parents yg susah2 dh bwk kaw sejauh ni nk stdy igt sikit ke gune duit.bnyk taw.kalau di krire berjuta dh kowt..cikgu sy pernah cakap.jgn berangan nk balas jasa ibu bapa.sbb xkan terbals smpai bile2 pon.so dgn care ini boleh la mengumbirakan mereka..dh 2 sem sy berusaha.tapi cume kurg skit je.knape ni??

kaw pandai aino.kaw sendiri taw kelebihan kaw.tp kau xnk gune.buka mata luas2.tgk ape dpn mata.kalau kaw boleh bace masa depan.mgkin kau takut untuk ke depan.sbb kitte xtaw ape akn jd nnt.berjaya atau x.semua bermula sekarng.kaw yg menentukan nya,walaupun kita hanya merancang DIA yang menentukan nya..

bnyk sgt dh ni aku tulis..haha.bgn awal kan.sbb nk tgk cerita asmara.huhu.dh dpt tgk dh.ske sgt..

jap lg ade class.class yg terakhir, padahal org lain dj terakhir dh pon.aku je yg lmbt skit je.heheh.xpew lapape pon gud luck ok syg..daa wslm.

ma mission

1. final 3.7 insyaAllah

2. kurus,kurus,kurus.

saya dh gemookk

haaa..xmau xmau..gemok..btw mmg dh gemok pon.yela pkai baju kurung 24/7.then pkai seluar time dlm bilik je.so xtaw la kan.mkn je bnyk2.i think la kan all my jeans kt umh tu bolehhh di simpan dlm almari ahahha..xley pkai kowt...hurrmmm.sedih nye..beli mahal2 tp boleh tgk je..

cm ne ni..diet2.tapi mkn jugk cm ne tu..so.so kne balik umh ni.melakukan terapi dgn miss ape tah name die kan..so boleh la kurus..+ g jog time cuti.adik2 aku mesti nk teman nye la..huhuu..sgt seronok.tp kan tah2 xdew mase.dh la nk praktikal..ade haty nk bersuka ria.hahah.pape la labu yg penting misi mesti tercapai.ok..

tp final tamadun..sgt seronok..huhhu.nk taw sebb ape.xyah la taw..hehehe.rahsia..stdy week patut nye cuti tapi lect nk abis kan modul tu x abis2.ngn test lg.xpew la.last2 dapat la input yg bnyk ok.think positif..gud2..

jadual final

jadual sudah keluar..takutnye.lagi 2 mggu kowt.o less than that.x sdty lg..so start mlm ni stdy and no FB blog.n sow on..focus2..pointer mesti maintain..

ahad : 31 oct 2010 xdew paper huhu

isnin : 1 nov 2010 matematik 3 (J 3001)

rabu : 3 nov 2010 kajidaya bahan (J 3009)

khamis,jumaat,sabtu,ahad : xdew paper..

isnin : 8 nov 2010 kajidaya mesin (J 3010)

selasa : 9 nov 2010 mekanik bendali (J 3103)

rabu : 10 nov 2010 tekno workshop (J 3008)

tekanan

tensiooonnn nye...esok dinner tapi baju xdew lagi.dh la umah jauh.kli dekt xyh pk2 dh..ishh sgt xske if ade event tapi xdew baju..sume mood hilng..mmg xnk g.tapi pk tugas kje je..ishhhh..benx=ci nye..ngn keadaan kamsis nye..nk kne sopan 24/7..omg...plessssss help me.......

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18.10.2010

hari ni after klas kaji daya mesin.kami 3 orang iaitu afi,sarni n saya sendiri..pergi ke alor star..untuk ape ye? huh.sbb nk kne beli present dinner prs la.padahal x pegi pon dinner tu.well as mt prs la kan..kne la jgk pergi beli..sgt la malas ye. kitrg gerak kul 12 mcm tu la kan.n mcm2 pristiwa serta gelagat masyarakt sekrg..

mule2 mcm ni.otw nk kuar pagar poli tu.mcm biasela kan.sesak ngn kete motor nk kuar masokk.then ade la 2 org perempuan ni.nk kuar dgn kapcainya.dh taw sempit sabar2 la kan ngn kete ngh masuknye.then yg pejalan kaki nk kuar agak ramai la kan.dgn xsabr2nye die kuar n cakap bodoh kt kitrg sume..terook nye...hal mcm tu pon nk marah..dh la perempuan x sopan betul...ishhh2...

pahtu dh sampai kt tanah merah nk tggu bas..sambil2 tggu tu bnyk la kreta lalu lalang.ade la yg tgk2 kitrg sbb pkai sedondon..kaler merah..meletupp mak ngah.haha..ade yg lambai2 la.mcm2 kerenah org kedah ni..then bas pon sampai.huhu.xla lame nk kne tggu..kitrg naik la bas ni.ten mcm biase ade berenti2 la.tapi time die benti yg naik sume budak skola.kotrg ni naik bas skola ke ape..nk di jadikan cerita.naik la sekumpulan budak sekolah.perempuan sumenye.makk oii gengster.tudung singkat.kain singkat.nk kte banjir xplak.xpew la lagi.yg x syoknye..mulut die mcm longkang.sorry to say la..asik mencarut je keje die.mcm2 die sebut.aku yg dok hampir ngn die ni.naik muak.nsb baik x bgn g tutup mulut die..dh tu ade haty nk ponteng g alor star..ishhh222

huh.sampai je di alor star ktrg g citi plaza yang ala2 TS tu.tapi mcm biase je..xbnyk yg howt pon.ok la..penat jgk la nk cari hadiahh..mcm2 ade.sampai xtaw nk pilih yg mne..conpiusss

at last dpt la semua.alhamdulillah..dh penat jalan2 tu kitrg duduk la sambil minum air.well kalau kami bertiga dh berkumpul ape lagi..pandg kiri kanan la..haha..tibe2 terpandg 1 aunty ke akak pape la..

ainnur : kaw nmpak ape aku nmpk.

sarni n afi :nmpk....

afi : mak oiiiiii.

ainnur: nape org nk pkai legging ae..mmg la lawa kalu kne gaye..tapi untuk org pkai tudung

even pkai baju labuhh pon tapi kaki tetap fit.cm ne ae?

sarni : aku x kesah kalu yg pkai tu kurus..

ainnur: mcm lisa surihani o liyana jasmay..

afi : (diam jeeeee)

ainnur : entah la dorg2 ni..mcm2 fesyen..

penat kitrg usha2..tgk2 ade jgk makcik ni pkai tight.ish222..biar la ye...

then otwn nk balik plak.kne lintas jalan.tapi trafik light nye button rosak.so ktrg lintas jela..tibe2 waktu nk lintas tu.ade kte viva ni.bwk lagu giler..dh taw ktrg nk lintas kan.even bukn lampu merah pon.slow la skit..taw x sape bwk..perempuan jgk.ngn muka xtaw nk explain cm ne..ishhh mmg geram giler la kan..

tapi nsb baik kami selamat sampai.alhamdulillah....sory la cite pnjg lebar.hehehe..penat sudah..mau rehat..

so wat E.V.E.R

giving an advise pon salah.xbg pon salah..i hate people yang suke buruk sangka.n tu melambangkan urself pon agak teroook.so cermin dulu diri tu before nk kte kat orang ok..xpernah la kan rase marah macam ni.she don't know me.then senang2 nk jugde aku.WTH bitch.huh..

im just trying to help.keluar dari kepompong sick sad and watever la kan.then nk terima o x it's up to you la babe..ape maknenye kan..one day exbf die text aku.then say bla bla bla..pastu aku try la tnye x kesian ke kt die (his ex).then he replied..tapi x jawap pon my ques td.n die kate lebih selesa x terikat ngn sape2.so ape maknenye..means die xnk taw lagi kan pasal ex die tu..so even aku yg pernah sakit haty ni pon ade rase simpaty la kan..die yg pernah sayang cinta kasih watever buat x taw je..huh..please la wey.huh.

wake up la...cinta boleh membina.n cinta boleh membunuh..so pilih la yang mane terbaik..

be without you

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn’t build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can’t see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It’s so true that (yes)
We’ve been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been…

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin’ behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I’ll be faithful (yes)
I’m for real (yes)
And with us you’ll always know the deal
We’ve been…

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

See this is real talk
I’m always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you’re down on love or don’t believe
This ain’t for you (no, this ain’t for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it’s true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she’s the one (fellas tell your lady she’s the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he’s got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We’ve been…

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

i can't sleep

hari ni terasa sangat la lapar ye..bagaimana nk selesaikan nye aehhh..padahal makan dh bnyk td.hurmmm..saya kalau lapar xboleh tido.betul x en fendy..yayayayaya..so kne tggu betul2 ngntok until terleap dpn laptop bru tido ok..

tadi nk kate ape ae..lupe la plak..tu la bile dh macam ni keje nk merapu je..huhu..taw x saya rase happy sekarg.mcm all the burden fly fly away.mybe after fendy taw all my secret kowt..then semuanya jadi mudah..bagus2 so i can cncrntrate stdy..

lagi nk cakap ape..hurmm tolong la..fendy teman saya..borink la...class sok kul ten laki u alwys said.hahaha..funny la you.i loikeee so muchhhh.die saya punye ok...

tired + suke2

huh..penat2.bwt ape? pagi wake up on9 jap.tak lupe tu.btw x sedar diri lagi nk final dah..bnyk main la kaw ye.t dpt result nangis.padan muka.hurmmm.then stdy skit.skit je? ishhh teruk2.then g mam.fendy soh..n jgn membazir.kne habis kan.orite boss.

pastu guess what im doin'.ni hah.bwt blog la..tah ape jd tah.penat taw.sampai peng last2 jd cm ni.hahahaahahah.nmpak sgt kaw xreti.tp xpew.keep it up ok.bnyk mase lg ley blaja lagi.huahuahauhauhauauau...

lagi pon skng dh kul 6.33.melekakan semua ini.berubah lah.(ade kne mengena ke) ade kowt..my mama taw sy mcm ni.masti sedih.igt kan stdy tp mmg stdy pon kan.just xtunjuk je..heheheh

ok la.nk g mandy la.bukan sbb busuk.tapi sbb nk lg wangi.ayat cover.daa c yaa later..

muhammadefendymatradzi

i'm sorry for hurting you again n again.i know it is too hard for you to forget what have i done.and with the note you read.i don't how to say.that my mistake.i won't let it happen again.i have deleted the notes.i hate to read what i wrote.you gave me evrything.but i just take it easy..

i'm so sorry.. ='(

lepas ape yang jadi ni.kalau kepercayaan awk pd saya makin kurang sya terima wlpun awk kate tetap same.mngkin nk sedapkan haty sy kan.xpew sy faham.i deserve this.sy faham kalau semua xmcm dulu la.kalau sbb sya sy terima.kalau awk nk bwt ape2 awk buat la..sy terima.sy xnk sakit kan awk.tapi dh buat..sy buat awk mengalirkan airmata.tu tandanye sy mmg teruk..maafkan saya.

terima kasih bagi saya peluang yang saya pun xtaw berapa kali dah.saya patut belajar menghargai.bukan mensia-sia kan ape yang ada depan mata.kali ni saya betul2 salah...

Ya Allah kuatkan la hati ku..tabahkan hatinya untuk menghadapi semua ini.semoga hubungan ini mendapat keberkatan dari-MU.panjangkan jodoh kami.Amin.

zero point

today test mekanik..omg.betul ke.cm ne ley lupe ni.dh la x stdy lgsung.smlm tido lewat 3 a.m.bwt ape? bwt softskill la..hahah.pdn muke tggh kerja lagi.then bgn pagi as usual fendy kejut.tapi this morning nada suare die lain.aino smtnhg happen between us.pasal msg je..then everything jd cm ni

so i wont say anything sbb my mistake..useless aino...now kau tggung akibat die k..punca dari kau pon..org dh buang kaw..nk igt lg buat ape..such a waste of time n everything.ade depan mate yg elok..bagus..tapi kau main kan..so padan muke.........

tah la...rase nk nangis je..tapi bodoh aku nangis atas kesalahn sendiri..ape pon keputusan fendy..aku terima..terima seadanya...

shud be silent

sorry if salah sy or pape la kan..

tapi wall post awk mcm more too sy..

i dont mind if awk nk bace or do anything

tapi sy harap awk bgtaw sy dulu ok..

kadang-kadang sesuatu perkara tu elok menjadi rahsia

kalau kite rase sesuatu yg buruk akan berlaku kalau kita bg taw.

tp bukn niat sy sembunyikan pape

hopefully awk phm.

ok.lets sy mcm ni..nape awk xnk bgtaw sy

awk text your ex gf.

sbb awk taw sy akn jelez kan.

so awk keep that as asecret but if one of us fing out..

we shud discuss or asking first

listen for explanation.that all.

then depends on your heart..

pape pon..sorry kalau saya rahsiakan sesuatu mugkin ade sbb

sy x nk awk terluka..

love lolipop

taw x lolipop yang bentuk love tu..

then if you press the button

it will said i love you..

sumpah i hate that candy.

if i saw that candy i feel like want

to throw all away from my side.

its very sweet to see

but become shit if you taste it

cerita rumput

the story begin.aku on fb aku.then my bff fad plak on9.that the great time too gosspng.hahaha..lame kowt x borak2.then mmg dh lame nk cari org tok dgr cite aku yg satu ni..cite lain mmg aku share ngn fendy ku.tapi only this aku share ngn fad.huhu..sorry for some reason i have to do this.btw just nk minx opinion je pon..then aku pon strat la cite..

fad kate xbaik dow kaw ni..xfair la cm tu..n sow watever,..mcm mak nenek lajgk kan..hehehehe.tapi pape pon thanx to fad la kan..coz helpng so muchhh.so skrg aku dh taw.n i can think wisely..huhu..thanx alot..bagus jgk kan share2 ni..selesai prob..

then die pon cite pasal rumput even aku dh taw la kan..tp dulu x phm mksd die..then today bru paham..hehehehe.ok..kne la appreciate ape yg ade di depan mate.klu x t hlng tah ke mana..pahamm x aino....phammmmmm..gud2.

appetite

lately xdew selere nk makan.dont know y.rase nk amik final n balik je ni.hari ni pon makan nasi skit sayur + telur.tu pon xabis.tah la.nk kate ade prob mmg ade.biaselakn masalh.mane boleh lari.makan pon sehari sekali..mmg jimat la.tapi duit abis jgk.bru kuar kan 50 hinngit.hari tggl 30 lebih da..ape yg aku buat ngn duit tu..tolong tolong..sesak2..hahaahahaha.cm ne nk balik ni.nk minx akak malu gler la kan..mcm blushing tu..hurrmm.think n think.mentol keluar la mentol..

kaji daya bahan

the killer2 subject for this sem...knape msti ade tegan lentur,momen lentur,gdr,dml n so on...susahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........geramnye xdpt buat....final coming soon.....

cm ne la nk jwb kan.....smtimes feels like im giving up.

l.a.p.a.r

omg sgt lapar n sgt boring...xtaw nk bwt ape...nk stdy tp x ley berjaln otak ni.becoz my stomch is empty..hurmm.xske xske..xske...bencinye cm ni....

tekanan

homework @#$%^&*

got a lot of homework...

1.autocad submit esok.x draw lgi nk kne print n esok test

2.kaji bahan lagi..hard to undrstnd

3.nota mekanik n math xsalin lg

4.kaji mesin latihn hantar (khamis) ni.

5.softskill report due date next wed.

6.tamadun islam asgmnt nk kne edit hntar khamis ni.

7.workhshp quiz khamis ni...

8. confirm tempat l.i.....

tu je kowt yg kne settle kan.......keep smile..............

my wishlist

1. habis kan stdy dgn jaya nya.

2.sambung stdy insyaAllah jika diberi peluang

3.cari kerja tetap mampu tolong family

4.kerja kerja kerja (kumpul duit)

5.hantar parents mengerjakan haji (perkara utama)

kalau berkemampuan. insyaAllah

jauh lagi perjalanan hidup ni.banyak lagi yang nk kne buat.bukan fikir untuk diri sendiri.bahagiakan ibu bapa, dan kite pon akan bahagia jgk...lepas abis tuuuuuu....

6. kumpul aset like kereta ke rumah ke..ape2 jela kan.. and.......

:) married with who? MEMR yes with him...semoga dipanjangkan jodoh.... amin

money money money

now susah kalau xdew duit..everything needs money..pening.susah kalau hidup bergantung dengan orang lain.ape yg kita nk semua terbatas..mcm mane nk cari duit waktu stdy ni..

hopefully l.i nnt ade la skit elaun.boleh la nk tmbah2 duit poket..

stop thingking untuk have fun,shopping n so watever.n now think how to earn money for yourself.that more important than anything.even makan pon.when think bout money makan pon jd x selere.yessssss.....

ipod (like fendy always said) i need to pay.for my laptop..duit makan.duit buku..

huhhh...susah hidup susah..untuk cuti 2 bulan tu nnt i think nk cari kerja..n hopefully ape yg di rancang menjadi.sian my family..i have to work hard...

ptptn betul ke if got 3.7 above all the pinjaman jd biasiswa..klu betul..kne usaha sampai abis sem..insyaAllah....

omg. sgt serabut.nk final lg..time2 ni la nk kne pk semua...stress...change my life.n i will change my family future....

alhamdulillah.. td dapat jawab test bahan tapi perlu stdy lebih lagi..cm ragu2 lagi ngn jwapan sendiri..test math pon ok...sebb stdy dri ary isnin kan..takut nye pasal...gud2 teruskan usaha..huhuhuuhu..

saya nak di pujuk

that's all........

untuk kekasih haty ku

salam,

b harap d bce blog b..mcm yg d pernah kate klu b xcakap pape o bgtaw pape.d boleh bace blog ni..sbb b akn tulis kt sini.yes i do..b tulis kt sini.

maaf sekali lagi..mgkin ini secara mengejut.b perlukan masa untuk betulkan semua nya..b harap d faham.ni x bermaksud b xsyg d o x cinta d.jangan fikir mcm tu ye syg..b sgt syg d..teramat sgt.

jgn pernah terlintas kt fikiran d, b bosan ngn d,dh x syg d,jgn fikir mcm tu...

i alwys love you muhammadefendymatradzi.always.

jaga diri baik2..

1. makan jgn tggl

2. g keje elok2 jgn bwk motor laju2, dh abis terus balik ye d.. d da promise

3. kemaskan diri mcm b slalu ckp.d taw kan.

4. bwt kje elok2.hati2 d..

5. klu borink tgk pic b..like i awlys do when u r bzy.

6. jgn nakal taw d. jgn jgn jgn...

7. igt b selalu...

8. igt semua yg b pesan d.....

muhammad efendy mat radzi yang terbaik untuk sy.dan sy taw tu..

sya syg kan kamu..jgn cari yg lain...

sayang sampai mati

i love you.......

!@#$%^&*_+

l

sayang sampai mati

ainnur : d syg b x?

fendy : syg la..

ainnur : syg mcm mane?

fendy : syg smpai maty...........

jangan jauhkan dia dengan ku

ape yang saya mahu tolong jangan jauh kan dia dengan ku

ape yang saya harapkan hanyalah setiamu

doakan agar kita selalu bersama

kuatkan haty saya untuk terus mencintai dia

semoga kebahagiaan berpihak kepada kita

happy 1 year anniversary

happy anniversary darlynk

mcm x percaya kita dh setahn.

yes, 20.09 i year together.

mcm2 jd.gado2 ngade2 gedik2 sume same2..

sedihnye for the first anniversary x dpt celebrte.

im here n you there.

hahahahhaha..sedihhhhhh

menangis sy mlm ni.terharunye.

semoga hubungan kita berkekalan

hingga ke ke akhir hayat.

thanx d..thanx for alwys be there for me.

im lucky to have YOU.

changed

seem like everything CHANGED..tah la..mybe im the one who alwys think bad...biar la.

selamat hari raya

happy eid mubarak..sgt hepy la kan raya tapi this year i dnt know la.nape sgt bosan.bosan.bosan. mybe x blik kg kowt.mmg x balik pon.pg td g smyg raya then balik minx maaf sume..taking pic the whole fmly with baju raya.syioooookk..baju thn ni wane blue3 cm tu.not bad la kan.sy suke..sgt menarik.tapi simple je.i hate crowded .haha.tempat2 yg full with people pon sy x ske.sy boleh pitam penig n watever..xtaw la nape.

ramai yg wish raya.tapi sory guys x sempt nak rep.becos my fon ring out of credit.so sory.sory jln plg seng kt fb la.so sy wish kan untuk semua sekali.hehehe.atok syy otw nk dtg siini.hehehe..sbb sedara rmai kt sni.sow mmg patot pon x balik kan..

well.antara bnyk2 msg raye yg sy dapt td bru sy dapat msg from him.MLNI..but biasa je..friend only.then die krim slm kt fendy n wish hepy alwys.same goes to you.tapi he replied die x dew gf..betul ke ni..watever la..hard for me to believe again...yes i miss him alot..tp just let it go jela.hal yg lame kan..then bla..bla.bla..

so im just waiting for fendy..either nk dtg tody or..tomorow..xtaw la..hehehe..

homesick

hurmm lately kurg sihat skit..batuk seseme..mybe sbb rindu nk balik kowt.huhuh..sgt teruja.esok kowt balik..packing bag siap da..tpi nk cek balik mne la tw kan..klu2 ade bende yg tggl.xsabar nye..balik je nnt akak nk jak g jln tar..penat kowt..tp klu nk shoping hilg pent la kan..hehe..tpi x cnfrim lg la..mne la taw tibe2 tukar plan ke..so pape pon sow excted ni.

hurmm..there's a problm psl my classmte.keep calling me syg..yeuww..geli giler.sume ade la kan..die baik tp tah la.kurg kasih syg kowt..mybe..but for me.die tetap kawan..huhuhuh..friend ok....klu nk lebih2 penampr ku bg t..ok..igt tu.dont play2 with me k..sy sgt garng.hahahah

i'll be back soon

huhu..lg 1 week nk balik..can't wait dohh..gler x sabar sekarg ni..lately pon cm xdew slere nk balik nye pasal.nk fokus stdy pon cm xdew mood da..huhu.tapi kne finish my asgmnt.stdy for quiz test n so on..larhh..lame la kowt rase nye.. rindu dh ni kt my mom.muahhahahaha..

sabar2...

the other things yg menggu my mind this week..tah la..seem like im starting to flash back everything..i dont know y..n that's not too importnt pon..i hope erything will be fine..hope so...

sakit perut

tadi sy sgt sakit perut..sbb ape? sbb makn bnyk buka semalam.yela baru balik dri umah tok afi..bnyk l bwk maknn.di tambah dgn roomte sebelah bg mcm2..kitrg makn sume time buka tu jgk.t bia lame2 basi pulak.dgn rase xtaw la rasa ape.yg taw sume sumbat mulut je.hehehe.yg taw dah kenyg.tapi effect die hari ni la.sgt sakit perut nasib baik g toilet sekali je.hahaha..klu x..xtaw la cm ne..so pengajaran die jgn mkn terlalu bnyk ok..

hari rase nk buka makn roti je..xpon cookie crips.yumyum..btw rase mcm dh kurus skit kowt..alhamdulillah.tapi mkn bnyk..berat sy boleh turun dan naik dgn cepat lagi bnyk sy makn die still boleh maintain.tapi bila sampai 1 tahap terlebih makn die akn naik secara mendadak.susah kn nk jge.hehehhe..klu kt umah sy mmg makn skit tp boleh di katakn akan selalu ke dapur untuk mencari makann..walaupun sekeping roti..klu x caye tnye la kakak n adik2 sy.

so balik ni mcm2 yg akan sy makn n suruh mama sy masak.owhh x lupa jgk kakak2 sy yg sgt pandai masak.tggu ye sy balik nxt week.hahaha

crazy

actly now im doing my hw.but i cant 100% focus.sbb

1. i miss my family alot..n alot.. tiket bas dh beli baru je td. 2hb malam.hurmmm nape la mlm kan

sbb tu je yg tggl klu x 5hb bru boleh sy balik.no.no.no.no.alhamdulillah dapt.

doa kan sy selamt pulg ye..

2. miss my fendy.this week die shift petg 3 to 11...n seriously x suke die kje petg sbb ape?

sbb mlm balik tido then pg bgn sahur then tdo balik then before die g kje he wake up siap2 g kje.

n. n. n so on..huurrrrmmmm..sedihnye..tak taw la.sy ni slalu pk bukn2 taw.he is working

la aino..plezz la faham..

3. oleh kerana asik pk nk balik.nk g kelas pon xdew semngt.hehehe..homesick mggu ni n nxt week.sume org pon cm tu.dlm kepala nk cuti je.hahaha.

puasa ke 9

hye..this week sy balik umah tok afi..last week g umah yan..as usual my roomte mesti ikut yela kang sian die tggl sorg2 lg pon ktrg kenal each other..hahahah.so petg tu bile dh abis klas seperti biase pack barg n dh siap2 sume dgn haty yg berdebar ni..sbb ape? sbb nye dh la x hantar kad balik kg..mmg la takut.mak guard tu dh la garg.last week kitrg dh kne tahn tulis name sbb x bg kad.so mggu ni bwt lagi..hehehe..bile nk serik ni aino..xtaw la..

so bile nk turun tu kn usha2 dulu mak guard tu wat pe..nsb baik la barg2 dh lex kt tepi pgr hehehe.then kt tmpt mkck tu pulk rmai org so terlingdung la kitrg..hehehhe.selamat keluar.jahatnye..xpew kowt kan..

then g bus stop jitra.first time nk naik bas kt jirta ni after 1 n half year.hehehe..so agak exctd la kan..slalu dok kamsis je.before that ktrg beli kek sempena becomg birthdy sarni 27 ni..tapi ktrg beli untuk semua la..hehehe. BFF kowt!!!!!. lame gak la tggu bas penat lenmguh dan sebagai nye la..heheheh.bile bas sampai je sume lari bukn ktrg je tapi semua yg ade kt bus stop tu..sgt kelakar la kan.hehhe.

then after 20 mnt cm tu ktrg pon sampai dekat je pon..tapi kne seberg jalan la palk..im afraid to do that..sumpah..pegg tangan afi lintas n jerit sekuat haty..alhamdulillah selamat melinyas..hehe..pastu kne jalan skit bukan skit tapi agak bnyk la kan.baru smpai.seronok nye suasana kg.hehehdh jumpe tok afi dok sorg2 je tapi rmai la sedara afi kt sekitar tu..huhuhu..

n guess what sarni yg masak untuk buka.sbb ktrg g beli brg d kedai.balik2 je dh masak.hehehe..padahal mmg malas pon..opss afi je kowt..mmg bnyk la ktrg makn.dh buka after ten ktrg makn kek yg ktrg beli taking pic la n watever.sgt seronok la kan..asik makan je kje ktrg ni...dlm kul 1 bru ktrg tido..and im the last who goin to sleep..tepon en. efendy dulu la..ahehehehe

bangun soq,bangun soq..tok afi kejut la..ngntok la.tapi bgn gak sbb lapa,lapa..sahur je makn nasi makan roty telur makn rmbutan,bnyk nye...n akibat nye sy mengalami skit peryt yg kritikal..lame gak la dlm bilik air..xpela kan.buang toksik..btw sy mmg suka makn..makn n makn....

so klu ade sape2 nk ajk sy g makn no problem..

p/s : to efendy mat radzi dont forget ye b balik ni..blanje makan..heheh.

selamat berpuasa

as usuall puasa kali ni tanpa family la.tapi ditemani kawan2.iaitu sarni n afi.huhu.ok la kan daripada dok sorg2 x syok la kan...n sgt rindu kan semua yg ade kt umah tu..whoot whott bile la boleh balik ni.hari ni kedah cuti.sgt la bosan xtaw nk wat pe..stdy? terasa malas la plak..dh la esok test mekanik.ayoyo..xprepare pape pon ni..hurrmmm..xpew2 dont worry jap g stdy ye..

hari ni nk buka ape ye? dah la bazar agak jauh la jgk kan..dgn xdew trnsprtnye..so cnt go la..hahaha.makan kt cafe..i dont think so.lg pon permulaan puasa x rase lapar sgt la..lg pon xdew klas kan today..makan roty cukup kowtt..boleh la drpd xdew pape nk makan kan..

tapi..fendy soh makn nasi..untuk refll balik energy..hurrmmm.klu xdew selera cm ne..dh la kurma pon xdew..xbeli pape pon for puasa ni mybe bzy kowt lately..biase la bru pas konvo kan..so sume org bzy..fendy pon bzy jgk..nk wat cm ne dh masing2 ade kje masing2 so kne bwt la kan..hehehe

hurmmm..nothing to say..yg pasty kt umah sekrg ni mesty meriahh jirn2 tukar2 makann..huuhuu..mesty atas meja full makann..taw d..seronoknye la haii...

sabar2..t balik mesty mama masak macam2 untuk sy hehehehe...

p/s : terasa rindu kt family n mak abah fendy..

great moment today

im waking up at 7.. tepat..

hahaahhaa..xcited babe..

tody fendy konvo...huhuuuhhuu

welll...just waiting for him..

sgt good looking..

sgt teruja sy tgk...

tapi too bad sy ade c;as x dpt gk kt depan tv..

xpew la..clas kul 9 till 12..

huh..so lame..

abis je clas..text fendy..

die kt gerai with parents

malu malu.......but everythg ok..

huhuhuhu..

then taking pic..

gamba konvo ade muke sy hehehehehhe...

malu nye..

t akak2 die tgk...

sgt baik parents die

rindu sy pada parents sy..

huhuuh...

thanx to them bwk sy g makan...

then i got ole2 dari mereka...

thanx alot...

sy akn jge ank makcik elok2

dont worry

:) :\ :'(

this is what i feel when you came here.

toleh je ke belakang i saw u.

im so so so happy

xtaw nk cakap cm ne...but i know its feel so gud

then kte jalan2 jap jumpe mmber d.

then lepak minum..

g bilik jpp....

sudden ur frenz ajak

minum kt luar..

b xsempat lagi salam cium tgn d..

then d nk g da...

im goin back to kamsis with tears.

sepanjag perjalann balik..

b nangis sepuas-puasnya.....

tah la...sedihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

tu yg mampu b cakap waktu tu...

i put to high expectation

then i realize something..

u come for konvo not for me...

then u call me asking me to come to jpp

ok..i'll be there..

then i dont know..

i really miss u fendy..

reallllllyyy missssss uu so much...

keep crying..

biar la org cakap pe pon sbb kt table tu ramai org kan..

b xdpt tahan d.......

sorryyy malu kan d...

i hate what i feel......

rase xnk bg d balik......

masanya telah tiba

im so heppy...y? sbb fendy dtg hari ni..xsabar nye rase..huhuuuh...relax2

tapi sgt gembira..nk bwt ape ae hari ni..emmm t plan lain k...

pape pon...nk g siap2 ni...huhuhu..daa

kerinduan

kerinduan melanda haty ku ini..bila la nk hari ahd ni..cepat la skit..cnt wait to see you dear.

hurrrmmmm..rase lame je..esok baru jumaat..ishhh..xtenteram ni..dpt tgk muke pon ok la...

xsabar nye...huhuhuhuhuhh..

mcm bertahun x jumpe..tp mcm ye je kan...

kasut

semalm jaln2 kt jitra mall..

as usual la dh kt situ je dekat.nk g alor star..

hurrmmmm malas + jauh= xg lah..

then cadng nk beli kasut la kn..

wane putihh..

sbb now im addctd with white..xtaw la nape..

huhuhuu....

putih itu suci..hahhahaha

tapi x beli pon la....tah la..igt nk pkai time konvo fendy..

tp dh x belli so x pkai la..pkai jela ngn kasut ape yg ade ye..

sow sengal!!!!

x taw la y?today seem like bad day for us...

who us??? AFIQAH,SARNI n I.

Y?dont know la...padahal dlm klas td ok je..

aku mmg dri pg td bad mood.hurrmmmmm...

it start when we got meeting with alif n epul..

meeting PRS n SAHABAT.

what happend then..biase la sape xkenal kaki ngarut due org tu

org nk abs cepat ade je yg dorg cakap..

honest la.aku mmg x ape nk ngam ngn dorg berdua means that guy..

tahhh la..dalam duniia ni xkan sume kite nk suke kan..

btw evrtng settle just nk set time jela.

dah tu ade class mekanik..time ni la yg mcm sumee nk jd conflict..

afi ngn srni tah ape yg dorg nk each other tah..

plez la..yg sorg klu nk bende xley nk sabar.yg sorg cepat nk mara..

so bende kecik pon ley jd besar lakan...

then sarni n i..im just asking who want to go upstairs to see pn..

then sarni mybe time tu ngh mara or wat.

cakap.g la sume kan..with the high tone..

so aku diam jela....

dh settle g jumpe PN.

g plak unit l.i...afi nk cari alamt.

k la fine follow jela..dh tu straight jela cari.

ni x tgk lg company lain.settle le dulu kt 1 cmpony..

dh la kt kaunter tu xdew org..nk amik buku pon xtaw cm ne...

be4 nk balik tu sempat lg la kitrg ber3 tarik muka each other..

sbb ape sbb xdew sape nk tnye pasal bku.then sarni g la tnye..

then masing2 balik senyap je..

bwt hal masing2..

tah la..gurl dlm klas dh la 3 je...

klu gado pecah sume skali..

mmg xcakap pape la..

aku plak sebilik ngn sarni..now i know ape rase die klu sebilik ngn sekelas org yg same..

what will happen next.i really dnt hve any idea..

one day tu srni penah tnye..korg ade kawan baik x...n

boleh x korg hidup tnpe kawan baik..

then aku cakap.yes i can..

afi said no..

mmg la ade mase kite perlu kan kawan.n sometmes not rite..

but 4 me evrything come n go..

love,friend,money..even kite pon nnt akan pergi..

tgl mcm sekrg even kitrg rapat pon klu jd mcm ni mmg sorg2 la..

so better sorg2...

but it doesn't meant i dont need a friend...

camping

saya baru balik dari cmping bsmm.@ bulan sabit merah malaysia.sgt la penat kan

yela nk kne prepare untuk junior2 sem 2..huhuuhu.btw evrythng done very well.

sgt seronok pon ade..yela jd fasi untuk kem bencana alam yg sepatutnye

di hendle oleh jurulatih bertauliah la kan..tapi sbb ade hal ape tah.dorg sume xley datg.

so kitrng ni la kne tunjuk ajar kt dorg sume..kne la remind balik ape yg ktrg blaja sem lepas..

huhuhu..nasb baik la igt skit2 even not too perfect pon kan..tp ok la jgk..

krtg camp selama 3 hari 2 mlm.mcm biase la kan..lots of xtvty yg ktrg rncg n

dapat dijalan kan very well..mcm2 la ragam peserta kan..

n there's 1 more thing yg bwt aku touching la jgj kan..

guess wat? well gado ngn fendy..

sbb ape?sbb im too bzy just like pesrta..kate die la..

hehehhehe..klakar pon ade la fendy ni..camp ofcoz la bzy..die jelez la tu

tp bg alasan lain..

only you

im here all alone

sgt bosan...fendy tido..but its ok die penat kan..

so i shud faham la kan..

never mind..

he back from working at 6.30 cm tu la..

then die kdg2 tido jap till i dont know..

then ktrg msg2 but i got alot asgmnt to do..

so cnt text alwys..

but the only time that i can spend with him just at nite..

huuurrrrmmmmm

watevr la..then die pon tido awl sbb sok nk keje..

hahahahaha..

i thought bile die dh abis blaja we can spend so much time together..

tp more n more n more bzy...

wawawawawawawawaw..

biar la...plz undrstnd his cndition..

he looking for a money for his own life..

ok..

chaiyok2....

then i just hve to focus on stdy...

going bad or gud?

lately seem like something bad happened..

but i dont know y?

r we fighting.i dont think so..

we're just find kan syg..

mybe u tired working..

its ok i understd how tired u r..
if u need a time to rest just go on..

dont push urself too texting me..

then u fall asleep..

pity u sayang..its ok..

b kne mara ngn d tu biase da..

tapi sedih jela kan..

normal la tu..

i know u k..mara kejap je..

like sara n sue always said..hehehehe

btw..i love you sow muchhhh..

is it too sexy

ni sume pic cameron that im taken from there..huhuuhu..then i show kt fb..then fendy mara..die kate its too sexy..n bg la sume org tgk..then i remove pic tu..huhuh..btw.thanx to him..his my man..ever..

cameron

menunggumu

i'm waiting for you to

come back home.

really miss you

so muchhh

dari sudut hati kecil ku meraung untuk berubah menjadi lebih baik..ubah diri menjadi hamba Allah yang sentiasa mendapat hidayah dan rahmat Nya..bantulah diri ku..seseorang pernah berkata paksa diri untuk berubah..betul kan niat diri.berilah aku petunjuk mu Ya Allah..

c.a.m.e.r.o.n

so tonite im goin to cameron..trip msk jun 2010..hhahah.act.dont feel like i wanna o..its just because i have to stay alone here at this hostel..so i force myself too go..hahahha..hurrmmm that the prob if dok jauh2 frm family..then fendy pon x bg dok sni sorg2..coz sume yg dok kt level 4 ni major is from kedah..so my roomte also going to cmrn..hurmm...xmo g..xmo..xmo...n i dont want to stay kt umah org o sape2..just want to stay here..

story22

hari ni ade taklimat L.I sgt ramai yg kne g kt dewan tu..huhuuhu..yela sem depan nk li da..hheheehhe.xsgke cepat mase berlalu..dah la li start 29.11.2010..awal nye..tapi ktrg ade citu 2 bulan lepas li untuk short semm..huhu..tukar da koon poli nii nye sistem..mybe..lame la gak..ley cari kje lain dulu kan..bagus2...

then g klas bi..after clas bi..g kuar kt jitra makan2 my classmate akmal belanje..sedap kowt..yela makn free.g ngan sarni n afi serta adik tidak dilupakan..huhuh..mase ngah tggu makan nk sampai tu ade ;a pakcik pakcik tu ngn anak die sorg..pastu kan parents die order nasi goreng ayam taw..pastu aku ngn afi tgk la..xkn ank die xmakan kowt..sedap kowt ade ayam..anak die minum air je..anak die mybe baye adik aku 8 thn cm tu la..yg sedih nye kan..pas mak ayah budak tu makn kn.budak tu plak makan..sedih gler la..makn sisa je..xtaw a klu die xnk makn ke ape..tapi mak ayah die dh kenyag anak die makn sisa je...aku ngn afi sgt touching...afi asik ckp mybe budak tu kenyg ke,die buat hal ke mak yah die mara..padahal sedih kowt tgk cm tu..pastu aku cakap la..klua ank die bwt hal sekali pun..die mesti bg anak die makn..ni x..mak ayah kenyag dulu bru anak die..sian nye la kan...

dh tu balik poli..ade lak meeting BSMM..adoai penat kowt..then aku dapat taw something yg sgt terkejut..membr sebaya aku bertunag...wow..mcm tu je..xbgtaw pun..sgt jeles actually.hahahpape pon congrats..hope kekal..then ayah mmberr aku kate lepas abis poli bwt kenduri..awal nye kawin..tapi zaman sekrg ni..dah x kesah la kowt..pape pon semoga bahagia..

i got fever

hurmmmm...i got fever, flu, n also cough...sedih nye..huahuahuhauhau..fendy pon dah jauh..klu x die yg bawak g klinik..so makan jela ubat ape yg ade kan..huhuhu..hari ni makan bnyk la jgk..even x sehat pon..berselere jgk makn..sbb family n him pesan makn.makn. n makn..n jgn salah kan sy klu berat sy bertambah ok..hahahahahah

hari ni kt bengkel bwt kimpL tindih,temu huhuhuh..bnyk la jgkk..gne elektrod kecik plak tu ade serupa mcm xjd la jgk kan..tapi kne fokus..nsb baik la xdew sape yg kacau..klu x..mmg kne la dorg..dgn mood aku yg x bape nk ok kan..

esok taklimat L.I..ape tu? latihan industri untuk sem 4 nnt..nk bwt kt mne ae..bwt kt tmpt akak yg dulu..xdew mmber..bwt kt tempat sarni jauh plak..tp ade gak mmber kt situ..so kne pk ni..klu x..xsempat nk cari..so kne pandai bwt keputusan ok....

note: kesedihan dh berkurgn.kerinduan bertmbh

menanti untuk pulg ke rumahh bulan 9 ni..

yang hidup akan mati

gambar terakhir dgn onyang tersayang

dah takdir..pagi tadi akak msg bg taw..al-fatihah buat onyang tersayang..onyang dah meninggal dunia pagi td jam 6 pg.semoga rohnya di cucuri rahmat.bnyak2kn berdoa...bgn2 je tdi agak terkejut dgn ape yg aku bce..mula aku x nangis...terpikai mcm mne nk pergi..harap2 ade org amik aku kt sni...

akak col xdew sape nk amik..try naik bas..aku dh ade dlm klas da..minx izin lect kuar nk balik..aku pon call la pkck van..then g tanah merah..semua kaunter aku g..tapi semua tiket nk g ipoh xdew..penuh n so watever..dh pukul 9.40 dh..mcm mne ni..

tepon akak aku..mama yg jawab..dh tu ckp yg sedh2 plak..mama kate yg dh pergi biar kan pergi.wani doa bnyk2.xdpt dtg pon xpew..menangis kt stesyen bas tu...tahan jela...tu la degil xnk tukar poli dh jauh cm ni ade emergncy kan dah susah.padan muke kaw ainnur..so aku call pkck van..xjd pegi..nk wat cm ne..kne la terima kenyataan...

sedih nye..xdpt jumpe lagi..xdpt rase onyang masak...tapi x dpt lgi n its forever..sabar la..

doa bnyak2..akak aku bnyk kali tepon tnye ok ke x..sbb aku yg paling rapat...tapi aku jgk yg xpergi tgk...aku hnye mampu berdoa...semoga roh onyang aku d cucuri rahmat....